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 ”Hot Pants” | Nikola Romanova By Angie Gassner And Thomas Mailer For Madame Germany August 2014

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 ”Hot Pants” | Nikola Romanova By Angie Gassner And Thomas Mailer For Madame Germany August 2014

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i really want to be able to wake up before 11 in the mornings but i can’t bring myself to sleep before 3…

on the other hand i’ve been spending a lot of time thinking this summer since that’s the only thing i can afford these days (ba-dum-tsch! get it im broke hahahahha) and i realized just how fake i’ve been since i moved here to socal. i can’t believe it took me this long to work up the nerve to tell myself to be proud and strong and love myself and i can’t believe i spent so long deluding myself that i was comfortable with who i was when i couldn’t even express a contrary opinion or like a band someone else didn’t without feeling the need to apologize and i tried so hard to be agreeable and “cool” and nice so that i would have friends here but in the end i think people are just confused/turned off by how deferential i am and i wrote in one of my last papers for lang that i let people walk all over me like i’m a doormat. but upon reflection i’ve decided to stop apologizing and really love myself and let myself be me and develop my own interests instead of jumping onto other peoples’ bandwagons. such a simple decision but it took ten years of me being scared and shit of being alone to finally build up enough confidence to come to this conclusion. i guess we’ll see how all this new self-love stuff goes once school starts up again, it’s much easier to make these kinds of resolutions when you’re not confronted with social situations. glad i’ve had this period of reflection though. college is only one year away so even if nobody here likes me for who i actually am it doesn’t matter because i’ll be leaving hee hee ha ha fuck u high school

while we’re on the subject of high school i guess i have to admit that i’m scared of what comes next. i’m so excited for college and growing up and learning to be a person but there’s all that haunting fear of “will i succeed/do i have what it takes” and “how do i handle myself when i don’t have my parents to manage my life” etc etc and i’ve always been one of those people who need to be prepared and i don’t handle abrupt changes too well-they make me nervous-and i’ve been planning grad school since middle school, but i think i just need to learn to be spontaneous and go out there and market myself and love and live and make art and run right into it and hopefully it’ll be fine

it’s almost 3:50 in the morning here though so for now all i should be running right into is my pillow so i guess i’ll try to get a few hours of sleep

reminder: set up/fill out your common app account when u have time tomorrow and finish the van gogh copy and work a little on the portrait of the woman tomorrow and if u wake up before 9 (lol) try to do some yoga or go for a run or go to the gym 


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